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The superconscious mind..

21:52 Jan 28 2006
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Use this exercise to get an answer to a problem from the superconscious mind when problem-solving at the conscious level has been unsuccessful.



Please read about how to safely practice Guided Imagery before beginning this exercise.



Phrase your question succinctly and write it down. You will be guided to receive a message from your Higher Self. The message will be coming in the form of a symbol. You must wait for this symbol as a moviegoer waits for the picture to come onscreen - expectantly but with no anxiety. You are NOT the projectionist. It is not your responsibility to make the picture come on the screen.



Close your eyes and become aware of your breathing. Begin letting go of the tension in your body and feel yourself relaxing ... letting go. Allow your breathing to become balanced and calm ... realize that gravity will hold you ... let go ... relax ...



Focus on your body and notice any physical sensations you are having ... Now, ask your body to become perfectly relaxed and still ...



Focus on your emotions and notice any movement you are feeling ... especially in the heart or solar plexus ... Now ask your emotions to become calm ... like a lake with no ripples.



Focus on your mind and notice any thoughts you are having. Just be aware of your thoughts for a while ... Ask your active mind to be quiet ... Experience the stillness ... the silence ...



Now imagine yourself sitting inside a warm, beautiful bubble or rose-colored light. Just feel the pleasant, safe warmth. And above your head, at the top of the bubble, picture a brilliant star ... shining its radiance down upon you ... this star is your Higher Self.



Know that your Higher Self wants to communicate with you. It is the Voice of your very soul. It will speak to you in symbols ... Experience this beautiful star for a moment, and tell it you are open to receiving its message ... Now ask your Higher Self whatever question you wish to ask it. Phrase it carefully so that you can understand the answer when it comes ...



Now sit still and wait for the answer. When the symbol appears, take whatever it is as your message, and then thank your Higher Self for this meaningful gift.



*If you did not receive an answer, after a minute or so, say to yourself that after hearing the sound of a loud thunderbolt you will receive its message! Then imagine the sound!



(If you are guiding a friend through this imagery and a symbol doesn't come within a minute or so, tell your friend "Take whatever comes when you hear the clap of my hands," then clap loudly and ask "What did you get?")



It's important to understand how to completely process your imagery after completing any guided imagery exercise. You can read about that now here.



~JACQUELYN SMALL, LMSW (c) 2001 Eupsychia Institute, Inc.

JACQUELYN SMALL, LMSW, is a Phi Beta Kappa graduate of the University of Texas at Austin with degrees in human psychology and clinical social work. She is a licensed non-denominational minister and a licensed psychotherapist who works with both spiritual and psychological concerns. Jacquelyn has authored eight books about spiritual psychology and the process of personal transformation, some of which have become classics in the counseling and consciousness fields. She has many audiotapes as well through her own publishing company, Eupsychian Press. Visit her website The Eupsychia Institute, or send her an email.

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What a day.. yeah, what a day..

04:58 Jan 28 2006
Times Read: 543


Well guess where I spent my night.. In the police station.. How much fun is that. My daughters fiancee's father came here drunk off his ass starting shit, and now we all know my daughter is pregnant and I love her fiancee like he was one of mine.. and we all know that no one, NO ONE bothers my kids.. well he came here starting shit and yelling and screaming outside my house, of course the kids begged me not to go outside, but, well, you dont know me, i had to go outside. So I proceeded to get dressed and put my boots on and go out there. Well this asshole starts cursing at me and proceeded to hit me.. the bastard hit me... So now i tried to go after him and was blocked from doing so. But needless to say, he was only charged with harrassment because he didnt break anything on me.. Go figure.. wait, just wait until the next time I see him.. I am so pissed off right now, I need to do something to calm down. I asked the cops, just let me in the room with him for 5 minutes.. Of course they refused, so he was bailed out already, and goes to court on the 30th of march or something like that. What a fucking day..


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Medical information..

13:01 Jan 23 2006
Times Read: 545


A medical truth about vampire





The main reason real vampirism is not more widely believed is the failure of the general public to understand exactly what the virus which produces the condition actually is, or how it functions. Most people do not understand - or believe - that human DNA can be altered in such a way as to produce such a being. Actually, many things can alter a person's normal DNA. Drugs such as LSD and Thalidomide cause DNA changes and many viri (plural form of virus) can change the DNA in a single gene. A combination of these altered genes can change the overall DNA of a living human.



The term vampire - used as a medical term - must be separated from the vampire myths; a Viral Vampire is an infected human. Though the DNA in the host human has been greatly altered, the organism remains human in the medical sense as the number of chromosomes has not been changed. All humans - in fact the entire human race - has the same number of chromosomes; the number of chromosomes is what makes them human. Technically the vampire is still a human, but for sake of discussion we think of viral vampires as non-human or as the next step up in human evolution. This is difficult to believe because many of the attributes of a vampire are considered to be better and more developed than humans. The strength, speed, enhanced mental and/or psychic abilities, the ability to digest human and other blood more efficiently are but a few of the differences.



The reason this happens is the basic human DNA is altered by the virus. The virus - we call it V5 - is NOT the same virus as HIV5. To simplify, it is transmitted through a simple infection. This infection is gained either through birth or infection from one who has the virus and passes it on. The child inherits the infection, passed on from the mother or father. The parent may have picked up the virus from some other member of their family such as a cousin, aunt, brother, etc. and thus the infection is passed on to the new born child. Rarely are both parents infected, i.e. vampires themselves. More often, they are carriers of the virus, in a similar manner to the way a red haired child is born to a family who, for several generation, have been all blond. The passing of the virus to the child from the parent produces an Inheritor Vampire child. The V5 is passed on to the newborn much the same way the AIDS virus is passed from mother to child. In such a child, the virus remains dormant until the catalyst of the onset of puberty. The release of hormones is believed to activate the virus system



The effects of the V5 virus then takes a number of years as the child develops to be completely effective, i.e. active in the system from its previously dormant state in the child's body. As in any infection, the child's immune system tries to fight off the infection and in many cases - if not most - it succeeds. It is also believed that the blood chemical make up of the individual is also responsible in determining if the child will be fully affected by the virus and thus DNA altered. Not all infected people develop the vampire virus and thus not everyone born with it becomes a vampire. That is why we are not hip deep in real Inheritor vampires. The only other way to become a vampire is to be given the infection by someone already infected. This would make the person, the subject, a Classical Vampire. As with Inheritors, it takes Classicals quite a long time to develop the full blown virus once infected due to the same reasons; blood chemistry make up and the immune system. Also, not all Classicals develop the virus. There is also a theory that a person has to be genetically predisposed to V5. V5 is actually closely related to many other viri such as the common flu virus and the AIDS virus. V5 is not the AIDS virus but works in much the same way as to infecting the host. Another reason the reality and cause of vampirism in today's modern world is not more widely believed is because not many members of the public or medical establishment know of the existence of V5. Why don't they know of it? Because, like Ebola and other new illnesses such as the Flesh Eating Bacteria - which actually have not been named so far - we do not know what they are as of this date. V5 has only been known for a relatively short time, many years to be sure, but in regard to other illnesses, a short time.



It has been many, many years now that several doctors in several parts of the USA and Europe have known about and been studying the V5 and its victims. The studies have been accomplished by long range, personal, one to one research with these infected people. Why so secretive? The same reason as with any other discovery. Once released, the doctors and researchers will gain money, fame and reputation. Not to mention grants, and the licensing of new drugs, etc. For the past few years, ImortalN and I have been telling people of the existence of the virus and explaining the what and why of this illness. We have compared it to other historical illnesses believed to be the cause of vampires in the past.



A few years ago, it was discovered that V5 is related to the AIDS virus. We began telling people then of an impending break through in a vaccine for AIDS. A vaccine for AIDS, discovered from the link to the vampire virus. During the month of June 1998, both NBC and ABC first gave the announcement of a new AIDS vaccine. Just prior to that was released the news announcing a gene, newly discovered, that lengthened the life of a fruit fly by twice its normal life span. OK, laugh. It does sound funny, but it is most important. That gene, in an insect, was gained from gene mapping, isolating, and gene construction, and the same is possible and already being done with humans.



The V5 is accessed because of a special and rare gene some people have and which can be passed on through or by infection into a host. Next there will be further announcements of the life extension program already in effect for humans. Soon to follow, other announcements about gene splicing, genetic engineering and gene manipulation which had already been performed on lesser animals.



Genetic mapping, and genetic coding of viri will explain the V5 more fully to those not knowledgeable in medical or genetic terminology. Discovery of the V5 will make a huge difference when formally announced. Think for a moment what the full impact of such ramifications would mean...


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WHY...

02:40 Jan 08 2006
Times Read: 573


Why do you lie to me.

Make me feel special as you speak.

Only to take them back and make me feel weak.

Why do you lie to me.

Why make believe.

Why be something you are not.

You were phony, now I can see.

You hurt me like all the others have.

I trusted you, and you twisted my mind,

How I so wish I could go back in time.

Never to speak of you again.

I wish we never met and became friends.

I shall now never be able to trust another.

The cruel way you left me,

The things you said and did,

How can I everforgive you.

I wont, I will keep living inside my head.


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Help save me

17:39 Jan 06 2006
Times Read: 575


When the pain becomes to much

and you just cannot deal with it anymore.

There are to many voices telling you what to do,

how to deal with it, how do I make them go away.



I used to have control but I do not anymore.

I dont want to control them.

I need them with me because they have become my

companions. They have become what I need.

But they have become my pain that I was destined to have.

A pain so great that I just could not take it on myself.

It needed to go hide, it needed to be given up.

To another part of me. I cannot hide for it seeks me out.

To torment me, to take control. I fight for it to not take a hold on me. I fight for it to let me see again, to let me be me again.

But I am too weak. I am to weak to go on. I am to weak to want to try. Someone share in this with me. Someone share my inner pain. Understand and help me through. Someone help me save my life..



~Frankie~

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2006... Screw it.

03:17 Jan 01 2006
Times Read: 549


Yes, it is almost that time.. The old year shall end and make way for another. Life, shall never be the same.. yeah, dont ask, I am high and I am drunk as well. Feels fucking good. Because its time to make way for the bad.... 2006... I dont want to know what will happen this year.. I want to just hide away. No maybe not hide away, maybe what I want to do is say fuck it, I am coming out. I am me, this is me, dont like me? Well the hell with you. Will that keep me islolated. Yes, it will, but thats everyone else's problem, not mine. Go ahead people, call me a freak, laugh at my piercings, bitch when you see I got another tattoo, look at my arms carved apart. yes, this is me. I dont give a shit about your so called happy family with the 2.5 kids and white picket fence, you know why, because thats a farce. You lock your feelings away from the rest of the world. Either that or you are the freak of nature to me.. Give me the Osbournes any day over Leave It To Beaver.. We have love in this house, we are real, my kids love me. All of thier friends and mine love me. Well my one true friend that is. Fuck everyone else. Nothing else matters. So 2006 Thanks for being a fucked up year in advance.. Time to refill the glass and the bowl.... Peace..


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